Wow, California! You brought the enthusiasm, the amazing volunteers, and the life-changing conversations to our first-ever Send Silence Packing Fall Tour. There was rarely a dull moment, and each college campus presented a new set of students to educate and learn about. In this all-California tour, we put up displays everywhere from Chico and San Francisco to UCLA and Palm Desert. We met parents, friends, and family who came to the display to visit special backpacks. We spoke with strangers who were supportive because suicide had greatly impacted their lives. We handed out resources to friends who were worried about fellow friends. And we kept working to make sure college students knew where and how to get help.

From readers of the blog to strangers who stopped to talk, we had countless conversations with visitors to the displays. Even those who just took the time to read a few of our story backpacks definitely walked away with a new understanding, and hopefully a desire to speak out.

We each wanted to say a bit about our experiences, so here’s a bit about the tour in our own words:

From Brandon: Back in Spring of 2010 when I first found out I’d be going on the first tour of Send Silence Packing I don’t think I could have fully realized how much of an impact it would have. I’ve been able to see this message affect students, mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, friends, sons, daughters, and myself.

I’ve heard stories in the cities from people that have struggled with the impact of suicide on their own campuses and lives decades ago—when nothing was being said about the issue. Those same people often say how happy they are to see young people taking a stand and starting to speak. I’ve seen students that are in the middle of this all right now. Seeing so many different people (from so many different parts of life) come together over the past three tours has been a consistently amazing experience.

At the time of writing this I’ve been lucky enough to be a part of 36 displays over 19 states. I’ve seen the display next to both oceans and heard thousands of stories from all over between the two. I’ve heard thousands of voices coming together to speak out—and we’re only getting louder.

From Kathryn: I can’t thank you all enough for the opportunity to take the SSP tour on the road in California. It certainly was an adventure, and I loved every minute of the trip (well, except for that 102-degree Palm Desert weather that left me sunburned…) From driving our 16-foot truck to hiking in the beautiful mountains, it was quite the ride. But most importantly, I had the chance to do meaningful work I cared about.

It’s not often people say they love their jobs and mean it, but I can truly say that I had an amazing experience and couldn’t be more pleased with the entire tour. While I only played a small part in the amazing work done by Active Minds, I can still say that I greatly enjoyed having the chance. You all trusted in us to bring you a great display and speak honestly about mental health, and I believe we accomplished just that. So thank you for sharing your stories with me and for inviting us onto your campuses. The eye-opening conversations I had with strangers, friends, and family made me realize how lucky I am to be part of this movement that’s getting stronger every day. During this fall tour we added more than ten chapters alone! So thank you to everyone in California—and everyone at the national office for supporting us, too—for giving us an incredible ride. I can’t wait to come back!

But before we go…

Just because the tour is over doesn’t mean our work is done! There’s a whole lot you can do to continue supporting Active Minds and reaching out to change the conversation about mental health:

Find out about the November 13th annual Save-a-Life Community 5K Walk in San Diego by visiting http://savealifewalk.kintera.org.

We have backpacks from several of the supporters listed below, so be sure to find out more:

Alex’s dad wants to make texting an option for those who need to reach out to suicide hotlines. Learn more here.

Suzy’s parents want to stop suicide internet predators in their tracks. Help them out here.

San Francisco teens need support whether struggling personally or dealing with the death of a loved one. Find out how Break Through the Static does just that.

Visit the Rita Project to find out more about this non-profit that uses the arts to help heal both survivors and those struggling. Their opening celebration at Studeio at art labs is this Thursday, October 27 at 651 Clover St. in L.A. from 7-11PM.

As always, you can follow Active Minds on Facebook and Twitter, and visit the website for resources and more information.

So thank you to everyone who volunteered, attended the events, read the blog, and supported us from all over the country. We’ll leave you with a few photos of our truck all over California. It took quite the trip this fall!

Thanks again, and we can’t wait to see you next year!

UCLA was our final stop on the first ever Fall tour for Send Silence Packing. Active Minds has a huge presence on campus with over 75 members and dozens of new signups throughout the display. We lucked out with sunshine the entire tour and UCLA was perfect weather to wrap things up.

Even though this was our final display we know that the message will continue growing. One visitor said “the first thing I did today was take a picture, send it to my friends, and tell them that this is something they need to see.” We are used to measuring the impact during the event itself as we see thousands of students, staff, and community members pass through each display, but it’s important to remember how long that message continues to echo.

I always see people taking pictures of the backpacks with their phones. These pictures then go onto Facebook walls, twitter feeds, blogs, texts messages, and more. Each display’s impact carries on through our voices and through our sharing. We are always thrilled to see this happening because it’s one of our core ideas: starting the conversation about mental health. Although anyone can help us work towards this goal, we encourage students to take a look at their local Active Minds chapter. If there isn’t one yet, anyone can start one! I spoke a little with Lehren, the chapter president at UCLA about her experiences with being a part of a chapter, which you can hear below.

Thank you everyone at UCLA for your hard work before, during, and after the event as we all work together to continue this message.

After making it through a typical morning commute stuck in L.A. traffic, we were welcomed to the beautiful University of Southern California campus by plenty of volunteers. We got straight to work unpacking the backpacks and setting out our materials while learning about the local resources available to students. Right from the start, we had a terrific outpouring of support from graduate students, parents on college tours, international students, and more. One program volunteer even had experience–he had even seen the SSP display at last month’s Alive & Running 5K display!

One woman who was unfamiliar with Active Minds asked all about the organization. She was quite interested in the cause and was happy to hear we were raising awareness about suicide and mental health. “Mental illness has run in my family for a long time,” she told me. “It started with my father and has trickled down the family tree ever since.”

“My brother, my only brother, was found dead by suicide at age 30. It was a while ago, and no one wanted to talk about it back then. He left behind three little kids, too.” 

She also talked about why suicide awareness is so important to her now. “Now that my brother’s kids are young adults, I need to know they won’t end up in the same place he did. His suicide nearly ruined our family. This is such important work because I want to make sure our future generations won’t be afraid to get help.”

We always love people to take an interest in Active Minds no matter what their age. Suicide effects every generation, and the more people are willing to open up and communicate, the better off we’ll be in seeking and receiving help. 

Given that our display was taking place during midterms, we were thankful that so many people took an interest in reading the stories throughout Send Silence Packing. In fact, so many people took an interest in our display at USC that in addition to us handing out over a thousand informational flyers, USC got a record 35 signups to grow their small Active Minds chapter! 

Despite nearing the end of our California Fall tour, we really enjoyed meeting the teams of volunteers and USC employees who helped bring SSP to the campus. We were right in the middle of downtown Los Angeles, but with the tropical trees and cool breeze, you’d never know it. An improv group performed nearby, students hustled to the library, ROTC training was in effect, and tour groups were going by all the time, but all of the activity just gave us the chance to reach out to more people from so many different backgrounds. We’re so appreciative that we got a chance to meet everyone at USC and hear so many more stories–and we’re thankful to all the interested bikers and skateboarders who grabbed a flier while on the go!

I think the power of community really shined at this event. There were dozens of other booths set up throughout the display. We had a large lawn near the bell tower in the middle of campus and we were joined by dozens of other student groups—Everything from breast cancer awareness to adventure clubs. The students at UC Riverside certainly are active!

We were happy to find that so many students already knew of Active Minds already when we began talking to them about the display. The local chapter here at UC Riverside has over 50 members (with many more that signed up during the event!) and many of their peers are aware of their presence on campus. One of the popular programs that the local chapter brings onto campus is one that involves working with a local animal shelter to bring puppies onto campus during finals to help their fellow students de-stress a bit. Together with everyone helping out during the day, we reached out and interacted with thousands of students throughout the day. It wasn’t all talking though, this incredibly active chapter put a lot of effort into really making Send Silence Packing a massive event at Riverside by including a few of their own supplemental activities to the display. Hundreds of fellow students decorated their own mental health advocacy t-shirts, painted face masks, and participated in lots of other activities.

Speaking of community, I got a lot of questions from people asking what they can do if they see their friends, their family, or their selves showing signs of struggling with their mental health. We are always very happy to have conversations with these people (who are already taking the first important step by talking about mental health) and to see them leave with handfuls of information to help them continue forward. Many of these same people also stop to write in our traveling journal that has joined us at every display of Send Silence Packing. We’d like to take some time to share some of the things people shared during the display:

“It’s essential to have days of awareness to emphasize how detrimental suicide can be. This display has reminded me that students face many hardships and that this issue needs to be addressed with positive intervention and help for those that need it.”
“If you ever need help, don’t be afraid to ask.”
“Very eye opening! I am so glad this came to my own campus. I am so proud of my school right now”
“It’s events like this that make me proud to be a part of the Active Minds family. I’ve seen so many friends and students benefit from our programs on campus. I love Active Minds!”
“I’ve stubbled with mental illness before, I seemed help and it is EFFECTIVE! You can do it!!!”
“I love this display. I’ve actually struggled with depression and self-mutilation in the past and have previously turned to suicide. But hey, I had friends who helped me and it’s been five year since I’ve hurt myself. This project is great and I hope it keeps going. Rescue IS possible!”
“Speak out. I did. It saved my life.”

If you’ve had a chance to come out and see any of the displays, we’d love to hear your feedback over at www.surveymonkey.com/s/backpacks. Thanks!

It was a bright and beautiful morning as our Send Silence Packing truck pulled up to the sidewalk at University of California, Irvine. With a dedicated group of smiling volunteers, Active Minds chair Alexandria, and advisor Jasmine, we started setting up the display at 8AM on the dot. Though our allotted backpack spaces were a bit of a challenge, we nevertheless had a great event and spoke with hundreds of students, faculty, and visitors about Active Minds and mental health.

Homework can wait a few more minutes...

One case particularly struck me, and it was that of Owen, a local who happened upon the display and was brought to our resource tables by a volunteer. He really wanted to share his story, so before writing a long entry in our traveling journal (our large, bound book brought to each stop to capture the written reactions and thoughts of display visitors), he sat down and talked to me about his journey.

Owen explained that he had gone to UCLA in the 90s and had become depressed after a breakup with his long-term girlfriend. “I was depressed and felt I had no one to reach out to. I turned to substances, overusing alcohol and drugs to combat everything, but it only made it worse.“ He felt that he was alone, and that no one knew what he was going through.

Pondering the display

“Though I was a substance abuser, drugs only made everything harder…they were really just a temporary screen that actually made everything worse in the long run. I felt so isolated, and had no one to reach out to. I actually thought about suicide a lot just to stop the pain.”

Owen explained that he sought help with his school’s psychological services, which took him in. After more than five years of intense counseling, the depression lifted off of him. “I had counseling, and in addition, I learned to meditate, and I got clean and sober.” He now leads a normal, happy life, and is so thankful that awareness programs like Send Silence Packing exist. Owen only wishes such awareness had been around when he and his classmates needed it.

Reading before class

He showed amazing strength in asking for help when he knew he was in trouble. And when times were tough, he stuck through it, staying in counseling and reaching out to people who could help him. This story, along with quite a few others we heard at Irvine, really touched us all. In fact, groups of peer educators, counseling center interns, and many counseling staff members on duty all had interesting and valuable one-on-one conversations with students and others throughout the day. We even had help from the members of Spoken Word at Irvine, and they performed during the lunch hour right near the display.

Spoken Word performed some powerful speeches at the event

Volunteering and performing? Now that's dedication!

All of our help was great, but it was several of our dedicated volunteers who made the day so enjoyable. One had never heard of Active Minds until her friend, an Irvine chapter member, told her about it. “I’m volunteering today and now I really want to join!” she exclaimed. She ended up volunteering for the entire duration of the event. After so many sign-ups and so much new interest, we’re sure the chapter will continue to do more great work on campus.

Studying the display

We heard so many stories of struggle at Irvine, but for the thousands of students who pass through at each stop, and for all those who stop to learn more, we believe we’re working to make struggling alone a problem of the past. The folks at UCI are working hard to create an open dialogue about mental health issues, and they’re doing a fantastic job!

Owen truly summed up our Irvine day best.  “I got help, and I’m fine now,” he said. “There is hope.”